working on my shit.

working on my shit.

THE PAINTING! / 'DESPAIR'! / HOLY S-H-!-T!!!

bllpll:

OKOKOKOK LISTEN UP EVERYONE THIS IS HUGE!

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This is the painting in the funeral home that made Alison upset. It’s called “Isle of the Dead” and it’s by Swiss artist Arnold Bocklin. I have no idea what the significance of this painting is… I mean, how did Alison recognize it and why did it make…

OMG OMG OMG brilliant.

I really need to manage my anxiety fueled self-doubt.

I AM enough.

Can I lock in your love, baby?

it’s been four weeks, and I feel like I’m falling. 

at first I thought it was the same old same old. have too many drinks then hook up in your car, then proceed to avoid each other around town. 

it’s not like that at all. when you hold me, i can tell you care- i’m not just another one to add to your list. you ask me about my job and friends and family, and i know you asking not just because you want to get laid. You tell me things I never knew in high school. How we both suffered with similar things… How you never felt like you fit it, even though you always seems so perfectly adjusted, accepted, and happy. 

things aren’t always as they seem. 

i can live in the moment again. be how I am and say how I feel, and I’m not worried I’m going to ruin everything between us. When I say us, I don’t feel like an obsessive girl who just wants constant arm candy and the status of having a boyfriend. 

I just want someone who wants to hang out all of the time, thinks I’m the best person in the world, and wants to have sex with only me!

…and I think we’re getting there

Teal forever.

blah blah blah blah NOTHING is happening at work so I’m going to just watch PLL and talk to my [new] boy and PRETEND I’M NOT HERE OKAY BAI

nacho-ombre:

Me after tonight’s episode of  Pretty Little Liars

FACT

nacho-ombre:

Me after tonight’s episode of
Pretty Little Liars

FACT


Aria getting on top of Ezra

I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP

Aria getting on top of Ezra

I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP

Aria getting on top of Ezra

I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP

Aria getting on top of Ezra

I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP

Aria getting on top of Ezra

I WILL GO DOWN WITH THIS SHIP

(via ezria-fitzgomery)

going back to real life after camp is the WORST. can I quit my job and be on staff again?

kushandwizdom:

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its-a-bxtches:

Happy PLL Day Bitches!

its-a-bxtches:

Happy PLL Day Bitches!

please

please

(via satisfymysole)

my anxiety today is crippling. 

i know the breakup was for the best and what I needed to do, but i still feel so broken up. 

I have to pay for my first and last months rent and security deposit, and i have absolutely no money. My parents said they’d help, but i still feel stressed and guilty and awful. 

i’m losing my patience with my supervisor, and i’m at the point with my clients where i just don’t feel like helping them, because they don’t take the steps to help themselves. 

I want to take a vacation, but I’m always on call and I barely have any vacation days left. 

I’m too tired to take care of myself and eat well and be active. 

everything hurts.

i’m back on birth control so my hormones are FUCKED and my skin is just “hahahaha fuck you”

I rebounded last weekend and this dude won’t stop texting me. Not into it. 

my desk chair is so so uncomfortable.

i can’t do or say anything without feeling anxious, judged, or guilty. 

i think i may have a drinking problem.

i need to be healed. 

kushandwizdom:

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